Thank you for the kind words Alex, I really do appreciate it.
The thing with River is somewhat complicated but we are getting close with each day. Just talked to him a few minutes ago and I'm in a kind of high at the moment. hehehe. He has been hurt one too many times, I believe, so it is now difficult for him to trust anybody, even ones that are very close to him. In a way, I'm trying to penetrate all of the shields he has built around himself.
Yeah, I'm absolutely in agreement with you regarding preventing oneself from falling in love. I did that once and I felt alone, reckless and very suspicious of people. I didn't trust anyone because in a way I didn't trust myself enough to care about others.
It is way better to let yourself to be vulnerable and hurt if the relationship doesn't work out, but to completely block oneself from potential happiness is just callous and damaging not only to yourself but to others around you. And isn't letting yourself to be hurt provide evidence of your existence?
About my cyst/tumor, I don't know if I'm ready to talk about it for now. Maybe later or maybe I'll e-mail you since it is more private. I know, it's weird that I write about my sex life, yet reluctant about my illness.
But enough about me, because now I can say with all honesty that you are a very good looking guy. I especially like your eyebrows. hehehe.
And I don't know why but many people (friends, co-workers and other bloggers - especially the gay ones) are breaking up this week. I don't know what it is but it's very saddening. I hope you can work it out with Gerardo, but I believe you will make a decision that is best for you.
My GOSH!!! What posessed you to do that?!?! SSD, it's happening already, see above. I think I even have a bit of drool slipping out.... You better roar loud and clear, sweetheart! As for you Alex... look at how huggable you look, my dear!! Sweet!
[SSD scratches his head in confusion and then as anger kicks in]
You better not have an ugly ass boy! I demand a picture of your ass now ;o)
[SSD glares]
You are gorgeous you prick.
PS - take your picture down right now - or I'll get jealous when people start drooling all over you - and trust me IT WILL HAPPEN.
Grrrr. See now I wanna bite your ear and well lick you all over. But that's nothing new ;o)
Boy you are HoT and SexY
I think in the animal kingdom they mark their territory with urine - I'll resist doing that.
[The Leo in SSD roars possessively] EVERYONE BE WARNED
really, one must be blind not to realise you are gorgeous!
SSD: In my experience, it's best not to urinate on someone unless they ask you to. Otherwise, they might not be so appreciative ;)
The thing with River is somewhat complicated but we are getting close with each day. Just talked to him a few minutes ago and I'm in a kind of high at the moment. hehehe. He has been hurt one too many times, I believe, so it is
now difficult for him to trust anybody, even ones that are very close to him. In a way, I'm trying to penetrate all of the shields he has built around himself.
Yeah, I'm absolutely in agreement with you regarding preventing oneself from falling in love. I did that once and I felt alone, reckless and very suspicious of people. I didn't trust anyone because in a way I didn't trust
myself enough to care about others.
It is way better to let yourself to be vulnerable and hurt if the
relationship doesn't work out, but to completely block oneself from
potential happiness is just callous and damaging not only to yourself but to others around you. And isn't letting yourself to be hurt provide evidence of your existence?
About my cyst/tumor, I don't know if I'm ready to talk about it for now. Maybe later or maybe I'll e-mail you since it is more private. I know, it's weird that I write about my sex life, yet reluctant about my illness.
But enough about me, because now I can say with all honesty that you are a very good looking guy. I especially like your eyebrows. hehehe.
And I don't know why but many people (friends, co-workers and other bloggers - especially the gay ones) are breaking up this week. I don't know what it is but it's very saddening. I hope you can work it out with Gerardo, but I
believe you will make a decision that is best for you.
Keep writing, bro!
Don't worry SSD, I won't drool over him but I must ask, do you have a brother?
Anyways, I have also sent you a pic as requested. I didn't know you were a regular reader or I'd include you on the "list".
Cheers.
Jay
And of course you can use it Jules :)
Alex-