Cancún

So, time for zeh post. Well, what to say. LOOOONG post, do not proceed unless you have TIME. OK not that long but it felt longer.

Well, to begin with, I made it a bit later than expected to the Airport, but it was ok, nothing groundbreaking. It was all Gerardo's fault too. He just wouldn't leave without his fucking hat.

Anyway, we finally found it and then we left to the airport. Friends were all already there, expecting us. We checked in, said goodbye to my brother who drove us to the airport and then we went with our friends to have breakfast while we waited for our flight.

When we were boarding, there was this lady (I say lady because I'm not a disrespectful guy), who saw us holding hands. She made a comment to her son along the lines of: "See son, that's the kind of thing that'll send you to hell.". To which Gerardo answered with instantly turning around and kissing me. Ah, yes. Living in a catholic country doesn't get any better.

No, there was no airplane sex :P don't get your hopes up. Besides, the religious woman nearly fainted when we kissed, so us having sex would have probably killed her :P. Damn... why didn't we then?

When we arrived at the airport in Cancún, that smell the air has when you go to the beach, gave me a high. I was fucking hyper from then after. We got to the hotel, got our all-inclusive bracelets, and settled in the rooms. And we decided to totally hit the beach.

So, we changed into our bathing suits (OK fine, we had sex before leaving the room ^.~) and then went out. Went into the water, and played for a lil while before we laid down beneath a palm thingy hut, and ordered some drinks. I love the Caribbean sea. Don't you, too?

After splashing for a while, we went back to our rooms to change and went to eat dinner at one of the restaurants in the hotel. I stuffed myself. Haha. And we stayed a lil talking. Once our tummies were not as blown anymore we went to the bar to start on the drinks again.

Weather was a bit bitchy, but not too bad, so it was enjoyable. I don't know if it rained, I didn't notice if it did, but one of the days we had thunderstorm. Hehe.

Anyway, that night we went to a place called Glazz. They played electronic music, and they had like 20 different kinds of Martini's or something, which I probably tasted them all. Haha, j/k but yeah it was a fun place. And after that we walked back to the hotel. Gerardo started to act like he did before our relationship went to shit before. I felt really good.

When we got to the hotel I jumped him and kissed the hell out of him. I was a man possessed. I sexed him up all night long (a whole 2 hours before the sun started to show haha). Anyway, we didn't sleep, we hopped in the shower and then we went to walk in the beach for a lil while and then to breakfast. I was still a bit buzzed but I came down from it almost instantly with breakfast and the insane amount of salsa I put on it.

After that we went back to the room to rest a bit, we cuddled and kissed, and then we went to the pool. Hehe, I really like to swim, so we spent quite a bit in the water. Till we were shriveled like prunes. And then once again, we hit the beach. Ate some while on the beach too.

After that, we went to a plaza called Plaza la Isla, and went to the Aquarium. Dolphins are so cute. Haha. We also ate there, and just walked around for a bit and visited the stores. (Didn't buy anything, really, what's the point if I can buy them here too?)

We went back to the hotel and got dressed to go to Dady Rock, which is sort of a bar mixed with a restaurant. There's Karaoke and stuff haha, a hot guy contest (at least 4/5 of those guys were totally gay too, haha), and rock and roll. Dinner was yum, yum too.

We left and went to Dady'O and just partied all night once again. Haha. Some girl started hitting on me, and I only giggled at how she was throwing herself at me. She then snapped and started going off on me asking if I didn't find her hot enough or what (she was really pretty to be quite honest), and I could only laugh more. I guess it was somewhat mean, so I felt bad after laughing and told her I was gay. She didn't believe me, so I kissed Gerardo in front of her. Only then did she leave me at peace.

We left Dady'O at like 4, and went to this place which name still eludes me but it was in the open, next to the beach. We went back to the hotel and we sneaked out into the beach and Gerardo and I laid together under one of those palm huts whatever their name is in English (palapas), cuddling and snuggling till we saw the sun rise. We then drank an energy drink so we could stay awake, haha. Aaaaand, more breakfast.

That day we went Scuba Diving, we saw a Manta Ray and I was scared, haha. It was so cool, though. And maybe some of you might make a joke with you know what.... so :p since half my often readers are Aussie, don't make a joke. Anywaaaay, we visited this small island which I again forgot it's name near where we went Scuba Diving, and it was nice. We ate at this small place by the beach too. Best Garlic Shrimp I've ever had.

Following that we went back to mainland and we went to the Pool again. Swam a bit, played around and had general fun. All of this of course while consuming more drinks. Damn those drunks.

After, we got ready to go out to La Boom, but first we went for dinner at The Shrimp Bucket (mmmm) and then to the club. More dancing, haha. Oh gosh, haha. Just remembering it makes me blush because I'm super shy for dancing.

We didn't leave too late, we really needed some kind of sleep haha, so we went back to the hotel and when I was in, I just dropped on the bed... Gerardo had other plans. He literally ripped my clothes off. I was like... "Stop it" *giggles* "No don't" *more giggles* "Oh keep going" *not giggles*...

Hot portion coming up ;)

So, he started kissing my neck and then took his shirt and pants off. And jumped on me on our bed. He was fondling me all over, I had no control. I could only feel his hands running my entire body, caressing, kissing me, rubbing me.

He started going down on me, kissing my chest, playing with my nipples. My tummy, and then when he got to my cock, he started licking my balls and jerking me off. As he sucked me off, he kept playing with my ass. He wouldn't stop even when I begged, and he kept going on and on. I just twitched in the bed as he kept commanding my body.

He flipped me over on my knees and started rimming me while he stroked my cock more. I couldn't hold it anymore, I was about to blow and I think he could tell. So he stopped, and on his knees, arched himself back and I started to suck him off. He was leaking lots of precum and it tasted so fucking good. I've mentioned before that he's BIG, so as usual it was hard to deepthroat him, but I managed ;).

At one point, while I sucked him off, he bent over to whisper into my ear and between moans and some breathing, he said in the sweetest way ever: "You're everything I need. I love you." And leaned down to suck me off at the same time.

I was gobbling him up badly. Like, if I was a hungry kid who hadn't been fed in a long time. And so was he. At one point, I did not know if he was close to cumming or not, but I was, so I warned him and he didn't stop, he kept going, until I came in his mouth and a few seconds after he came in mine. He tastes so good, it's not even funny.

He licked his lips after swallowing my cum and just smiled, I smiled back. He got on top of me again and kept kissing me more while our cocks rubbed each other. Not long after he was already rock hard again, so he flipped me on my back once more and started wetting me up for him. Putting 1 finger in first, and I loved it. Then when I was more loosened up, he put a second finger in. I told him I wanted him inside me right that instant. So he put me on the edge of the bed, placed a few pillows below my back and lubed me up, and then while he kissed me, he started to enter me. He was gentle, as he usually is. Letting me get used to him. :P After having been with him over 2 years (not counting the months we were separate), I still have a tough time at first, haha.

He started to pick up speed, my legs were on his shoulders, and he kept pumping me so good, so damn fast and hard. I was lost in pleasure. I am his and he is mine. Our connection was extra good that night. Every movement was perfectly in sync.

He then laid on his side on the bed with me, lifted my leg up and started fucking me again. He was in a perfect position that his cock slid easily into me, his balls feeling so good against my body. He kissed my neck and nibbled on my ear as he kept pushing into me. So deep. I felt tingly all over. I was rock hard, too. I kept working my ass on his cock, I knew he liked it. He kept telling me my ass felt so good.

I told him I wanted him to make me cum hard. He put me on my hands and knees and started banging me even harder than before. We had been going at it for a while already, our bodies were drenched in sweat. He kept pumping me, one hand on my back and one hand on my shoulder pulling me against him, I could feel his entire body on me at some point and then, when I was at the top of the world, he announced he was cumming and so was I. Perfectly in sync. And as I came I felt how he filled me up. I arched back so that my body was against his chest while we both were still on our knees and turned around to kiss him, and we stayed there kissing for a while before we spoke a word or moved. I then said I love him and he said he loves me back.

We both collapsed on the bed and fell asleep. We didn't wake up till pretty, PRETTY late the next day.

For the record: We're both tested, and we're both clean. I'd never risk an STD, so don't give me a hard time for not using condoms. We don't fuck around either, it's just us 2.

End hot part!

We headed down to the beach to swim a while and play. :P I wonder what the guests thought (like I give a fuck, haha) when we kissed each other with no fear of people not liking it. Haha. Anyway. Before sunset, friends and us went on a boat ride on the lagoon. With drinks of course, haha. The music on the boat was very good too, surprisingly. Well, good for when you hang out with friends good anyway. And we went to Señor Frog's after. Had dinner there and then started drinking, yet again, haha. But we didn't stay long, we left for Coco Bongo.

Blooooood in Cancun. J/K haha. But some guy was hitting on me, so Gerardo pushed him and said some cheesy stuff that I loved, haha. Meh, totally uncalled for but it was sweet... somehow.
Coco Bongo was crazy, as it normally is. It's one of my favorite night clubs ever. And there was lots of hot guys, haha. So that was a plus.

Anyway, the rest of the days were pretty much the same, different clubs, you know, the works. Enjoying the sea to the fullest even though it's not the same it used to be, before the Hurricane 2 years ago :p But every day was great, I got to reconnect with Gerardo, back to how we used to be. And now I'm perfectly in love, perfectly happy. Life is good. Life is great.

:D Also, a big big hug and Hello to my friend Israel!!! He's Mexican, living in the UK, studying in Oxford University. Take that, bastards who think Mexicans are mediocre!


Alex-

P.S. If anyone knows how to make it so that long posts are shortened and you can only see the full post once you click read more, please let me know~!



Pues para empezar llegué un poco tarde al aeropuerto, pero no importa, no pasó nada. Fue culpa de Gerardo. Simplemente no quería irse sin su pinche sombrero ojete.

En fín, cuando lo encontramos nos fuímos al aeropuerto. Ya estaban nuestros amigos ahí, esperándonos. Hicimo el check-in, nos despedimos de mi hermano que nos llevo, y después fuímos a desayunar mientras esperábamos nuestro vuelo.

Cuando abordábamos, una señora (digo señora y no otra cosa por que no soy irrespestuoso), que nos vió tomados de la mano le comentó a so hijo algo como: "Ya viste, hijo? Esas son las cosas por las que te vas al infierno." A lo cual Gerardo respondió dándose la vuelta y plantándome un besote. Ese es el placer de vivir en un país católico.

No, no hubo sexo en el avión, así que ni se emocionen. Aparte, si la señora religiosa casi se desmaya cuando nos besamos, imagínense si hubieramos hecho el amor? Seguro se muere... que pensándolo bien hubiera sido buena idea.

Bueno, cuando llegamos al aeropuerto de Cancún, el olor del aire en la playa me puso hiperactivo. Llegamos al hotel, nos dieron nuestros brazaletes all inclusive y nos acomodámos en los cuartos. Posteriormente, decidimos ir a la playa.

Nos cambiamos a los trajes de baño (OK, primero le pusimos ^.~) y luego salimos. Nos metimos al agua y jugamos por un rato y después nos sentamos a descansar en una palapa, y tomamos. Me encanta el Caribe. ¿A ustedes no?

Después de echar desmadre por un rato, regresamos a los cuartos a cambiarnos y fuimos a cenar a un restaurante del hotel. Comí como cerdo. Jaja. Y nos quedamos un rato mientras se nos bajaba la comida. Después fuimos al bar a seguirle con los drinks.

El tiempo no fue el mejor, pero no estuvo tan mal, así que lo disfrutamos. No sé si llovió. Si lo hizo, no me enteré. Aunque hubo tormenta eléctrica uno de los días.

Esa noche fuimos al Glazz. Tocan música electrónica, y tienenc omo 20 tipos diferentes de Martini o algo así, que probablemente los probé todos. Jaja. No. Pero fué un lugar muy divertido. Después de eso caminamos de regreso al hotel. Gerardo empezó a actuar como lo hacía antes de que nuestra relación se fuera a la mierda. Me sentí muy bien.

Cuando llegamos al hotel le brinqué encima y lo besé como loco. Estaba poseído. Lo hicimos toda la noche (las dos horas enteras antes de que amaneciera, jaja). No dormimos, así que nos metimos a bañar y después fuimos a caminar a la playa un rato y después fuimos a desayunar. Aún seguía medio pedo pero se me quito casi instantáneo con el desayuno y la cantidad estúpida de salsa que le puse.

Después nos fuimos al cuarto a descansar un ratito, nos acurrucamos y nos besamos, y después fuimos a la alberca. Me encanta nadar, así que estuvimos un rato en el agua. Hasta que quedamos como pasa. Y luego fuímos otra vez a la playa. Comimos mientras ahí, también. Después fuimos a una plaza que se llama Plaza la Isla, y fuimos al Acuario. Los delfines no tienen madre. Jaja. Comimos ahí también (somos bien tragones) y caminamos un rato, visitando las tienas. (No compré nada. ¿Para qué? Si lo puedo comprar aquí.)

Regresamos al hotel y nos vestimos para ir al Dady Rock, cenamos ahí y estuvo muy rico. Después fuimos al Dady'O, y nos la pasamos ahí una buena parte de la noche. Jeje. Una chica se puso a flirtear conmigo, y yo solo reía porque se me abalanzaba. De repente, se enojó, y me empezó a regañar jaja, preguntándome que qué me pasaba, que si no la encontraba atractiva (estaba super bonita la niña, para ser honesto), y solo me dió más risa. Supongo que me porté mal con ella, entonces me sentí mal por reírme y le dije que era gay. No me creyo, entonces traje a Gerardo y le dí un beso en frente de ella. Solo así me dejó en paz.

Dejamos el Dady'O como las 4 y fuímos a otro lugar del que aún no recuerdo el nombre, pero era abierto y junto a la playa. Regresamos al hotel, y nos fuímos a la playa, y Gerardo y yo nos acostamos bajo una palapa, besándonos hasta que salió el Sol. Después nos tomamos una de esas bebidas energéticas para mantenernos despiertos. Y más desayuno!

Ese día fuimos a snorkelear, y vi una Manta Raya y me dió mucho miedo, jaja. Estaba increible, eso sí. Y tal vez algunos quieran hacer un chiste sobre ya saben que pero no lo hagan, por favor. Muchos de mis lectores son Australianos entonces....bueno, ya saben a lo que me refiero. En fín, comimos en una isla cerca de donde fuimos a snorkelear. En un restaurancito en la playa. Estaba bueníiisimo. Los mejores camarones al mojo de ajo que he comido. En fín, después de eso regresamos a tierra firme y fuímos a la alberca otra vez. Nadamos un rato, jugamos y eso. Mientras tomábamos, claro. Malditos borrachos!

Nos alistamos para ir a La Boom, pero primero cenamos en el Shrimp Bucket (mmmm) y después fuímos al club. Bailámos, mucho. Jaja. O no... jajaja. Solo recordarlo me da pena. No nos fuimos muy tarde, necesitábamos algo de sueño... así que regresamos al hotel, y cuando entré al cuarto me tire en la cama... Gerardo tenía otros planes. Literalmente me arrancó la ropa. Yo solo decía que parara y me reía, que no siguiera y me reía más. Después le dije que siguiera... y ya no me estaba riendo.

Viene la parte caliente ;)

Me empezó a besar el cuello, y luego se quito la camisa y el pantalón. Me brincó encima. Me estaba manoseando por todos lados, no tenía control. Solo podía sentir sus manos tocando todo mi cuerpo, acariciándome, besándome, frotándome.

Empezó a bajarse, besando mi pecho, jugando con mis pezones. Mi abdomen, y luego, cuando llego a mi verga, me empezó a lamer las bolas y a jalármela. Mientras me la chupaba, jugaba con mi culito. No paraba aunque yo le rogaba, seguía, y seguía. Solo me retorcía de placer en la cama mientras el dominaba mi cuerpo.

Me puso en cuatro y me empezó a comer el culo mientras me la jalaba más. No podía aguantar más, sentía que iba a explotar y creo que él lo sabía. Paró y ahí, hincado, se arqueó hacia atrás, y se la empecé a mamar. Su líquidi preseminal no dejaba de fluir, y sabía tan condenadamente rico. He mencionado antes que la tiene realmente grande, así que fue difícil chuparla completa, pero lo logré. En cierto punto, mientras se la mamaba, se agachó para susurrame en el oído, y entre gemidos y suspiros, me dijo de la manera más dulce: "Eres todo lo que necesito. Te amo." Y se inclinó para chuparmela al mismo tiempo. Se la estaba devorando toda. Como un niño hambriento que no ha comido en mucho tiempo. Y él también. En algún punto, no sé si estaba cerca de venirse o no, pero yo lo estaba, y le advertí, pero el no paró, siguió hasta que me vine en su boca, y pocos segundos después se vino en la mía. Sabe tan rico, tan, tan rico.

Se relamió los labios después de tragarse mi leche y me sonrió, yo sonreí de vuelta. Se me aventó encima otra vez, besándome mientras nuestras vergas se frotaban. No mucho tiempo después se le puso dura de nuevo. Me puso de espaldas y me empezó a mojar de nuevo para él. Me metió un dedo primero, y me encanto. Cuando estaba más suelto me metió otro. Le dije que quería que me la metiera ya. Así que me puso en el borde de la cama, y me puso unas cuantas almohadas debajo y me lubrico, y mientras me besaba, me la empezó a meter. Fue muy gentil, siempre lo es. Dejando que me acostumbrara. Aún después de dos años (sin contar los meses que cortamos) sigo teniendo dificultades al principio.

Empezó a acelerar, mis piernas estaban sobre sus hombros, y me seguía bombeando tan bien, tan rápido, tan duro. Estaba perdido en placer. Soy suyo, y el es mío. Nuestra conexión fue extra buena esa noche. Todo movimiento en perfecta sincronía.

Luego se acostó en su dorso, levanto mi pierna, y siguió dándome. Estaba en perfecta posición para que su verga me entrara fácilmente, sus bolas sintiéndose tan bien contra mi. Me besaba el cuello, y mordía mi oreja mientras seguía. Tan profundo, sentía un cosquilleo en todo el cuerpo. La tenía durísima yo. Seguí trabajando mi culo sobre el. Sé que le encantaba. Me seguía diciendo que bien se sentía.

Le dije que quería que me hiciera venir duro. Me puso en cuatro y me dió aún más duro. Ya llevábamos un rato, nuestros cuerpos estaban cubiertos en sudor. Me seguía bombeando, con una mano sobre mi espalda y la otra jalándome del hombro contra el. Pude sentir su cuerpo entero en algún punto, y luego, cuando estaba en la cima del mundo, me avisó que se iba a venir, y yo por igual. Perfectamente en sincronía, me vine mientras el se venía dentro de mí. Me levanté sobre mis rodillas, de tal manera que mi espalda estaba contra su pecho, y nos quedamos así una rato, besándonos, sin movernos. Le dije que lo amo, y el me dijo que me ama.

Nos colapsamos en la cama y nos quedamos dormidos. No nos despertamos hasta muy tarde.

Fin de la parte candente!

Fuimos a la playa a nadar un rato y jugar. :P Me pregunto que habrá dicho la gente (como si me importara) cuando nos besábamos sin miedo a que no les gustara. Jaja, en fín, antes de la puesta del sol, nuestros amigos y nosotros fuímos a un paseo en bote en la laguna. Con drinks claro, jaja. La música fué buena sorprendentemente. Bueno, buena para la ocasión. Y fuimos al Señor Frog's a cenar. Y a tomar más, pero no nos quedamos mucho. Nos fuimos al Coco Bongo después.

Hubo sangre!!! Jajaja, no se crean. Pero es que un chavo me estaba cortejando :P, y Gerardo lo empujó y dijo unas cosas bien cursis que me encantaron, jeje. Bah, no fue necesario pero fue lindo... de alguna manera. El Coco Bongo estuvo de locura, como siempre. Es uno de mis antros favoritos. Y había muchos chicos bien buenos. Eso fué un plus.

En fín, el resto de los días fue igual, diferentes clubs, ya saben, lo de siempre. Disfrutando el mar al máximo, aunque ya no es lo mismo que era antes del huracán. Pero todos los días fueron grandiosos. Reconecté con Gerardo, volvimos a como solíamos ser. Y ahora estoy perfectamente enamorado, perfectamente feliz. La vida es buena, la vida es grandiosa.

Un abrazote y un saludo a mi amigo Israel, que lee mi blog. Es Mexicano y vive en el Reino Unido y estudia en Oxford. ¿Cómo ven? Súper inteligente. ¿no? :)

Alex-



Listening to/Escuchando: Babasónicos - Curtis

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I'm sore | Me duele todo.

OK, so, this is gonna be a somewhat long entry... and I should warn you, it'll be graphic. Enjoy, or something like that. However, keep in mind I'm not all about sexing my blog up. I'll write about the sex part too, for the pleasing of many hopefully, but focus on my mind and heart and not on my cock and ass! Haha.

He showed up in time. As is not his custom. He always had a special talent to be fashionably late to pretty much every engagement he had. Not this time though. He sported his really sexy scruffy look, sunglasses, blue T-shirt, jeans and white sneakers.

He sat and didn't talk. I stared at him with a grin on my face. He noticed. He said, "What?". I said, "Nothing". And he returned the smile. At this point, my mind was wondering if he was happy to see me. We talked about what we had been up to for the past 4 months. I ranted about school and how I can feel it's sucking the life right out of me. He said he was glad he wasn't an engineer, he had enough of geeks with me alone. It was a funny comment, but I didn't laugh. I just said that maybe I was just too smart for him. He burst out laughing, the bastard.

We kept talking while we ate like if this situation wasn't awkward. At least, it was for me. We went to my favorite Japanese restaurant. That is, an actual Japanese restaurant and not a sushi bar. The owner is Japanese and he always gives us free drinks because I speak Japanese with him. (Oh, yes, I speak 4 languages, haha.) Anyway, he had the special which is a huge, MONSTROUS meal. OK, it's not that big and I'd probably eat it too but I just wasn't that hungry. And it includes a gyouza order, miso soup, tempura (vegetables and shrimp), a big bowl of rice and the choice of cutlets you want. In this case he had katsudon, which is pork cutlets. I just had miso soup and katsudon.

When we finished eating, I ordered a green tea ice cream, because it was really hot, (which contrary to popular belief, is not normal for Mexico City, at least not in winter.) And I was eating, he took my spoon out of my mouth and ate some. It's not that I'm bothered by it or anything, I mean after all, it's not like I haven't tasted liters upon liters of his saliva. But, he's doesn't do that, or he didn't do that with anyone else but me when we were together. I simply chuckled.

After we were done eating, we went for a walk in the same area. This place is really beautiful, although I didn't bring my camera along, I promise next time I will. That's a new idea that just popped in my head. Most people are used to hearing that Mexico is ugly, and things of such nature. In this blog I'll also post pictures from all over the city, time to time, so that maybe that notion is dispelled. I mean, like every city in the world, there's good and bad and I'll show both.

Anyway, back on topic, we walked for a while, it was really sunny, and it was really crowded, as usual. Time to time he'd approach me and be really close to me. I missed his warmth. We stopped by the CD store and checked some music out, and he bought a DVD. Devil wears Prada. He said he really liked it. I liked it too. We left the store and bought a bottle of water that we shared.

Then he dropped the bomb.

I miss you. He said to me. I kept walking in silence, I didn't know what to answer. I missed him too, but you don't send a picture of someone in your bed to the person you supposedly miss. So, I told him if he really missed me what was that guy doing in his bed. He said he didn't do anything with him, just a friend passed out in his bed and did that to make me think he did. However, I'm not naive enough to believe that off the bat. I remained skeptical, but gave him the benefit of doubt. He went on to say that he had never felt more sad than after we broke up. I thought to myself, if he was so sad why didn't he call me, try to make everything well again. Of course then I wondered why I didn't call him either, but hey, this my blog, you're supposed to be on my side!

We kept talking about our feelings for each other, it all came down basically to saying that we missed each other, and we still had feelings for each other. He said he wanted to try again. I was happy about this. Was. So we went back to his place, and soon as we got in, he held me. I froze. It had been so long since he had his arms around me like he did. I was indulging in the moment. I turned around and kissed him, wait, I devoured him. I was kissing him so passionately and he back.

I pulled back and asked him, what were we doing? He answered it's perfectly normal for two people that are in love to kiss each other. I said, no, I meant what's happening now. Were are we headed? He closed in again on me, and whispered to my ear that he wanted me back. And then kissed me. I couldn't resist, I wanted it, but I didn't want it.

He kissed my neck and I was already lost. I couldn't fend for myself anymore. He was being so aggressive, groping me, fondling me. He was ravaging me. He took my shirt off and started sucking on my nipples. I pushed him on the couch, got on top of him and took his shirt of. Kissed his chest, his nipples, all of his torso.


I unbuttoned his jeans while kissing his abs, no underwear.. yummy. He was freshly trimmed. Just like I love it. I looked up at him and he smiled. I started to suck him off. I sucked him off like those times when you haven't had something in a long time and when you finally taste it again it drives you nuts. He got hard, fast. I laughed a little and told him it seemed he really missed me. He pulled me up to him, kissed me more and took my pants off. He began sucking me off, I was fascinated by it. We got into a somewhat constrained 69 position on the rug. I was sucking him off, deepthroating him while he fingered and wet my ass.

After a moment he signaled for us to go to his bed. He laid me on my back and started eating my ass. He was prepping me up for him. Or should I say, prepping me up to ram me. It felt so good. He told me to wait and went and got lube and a condom. He asked me to put it on. After I did, he kissed me more and said "I Love You.", I said I love him too. He lubed my ass and asked me to ride him.

I sat on his dick, which, mind you, is pretty big. I did it slowly, giving myself time to adjust to it. He had a wicked smile on his face, as if he knew I was struggling with it. Which I was. It had been a while since we last had had sex. I finally got it completely in, and he played with nipples. Once I was used to him, I started riding him, slow. I was so hard. He started moaning, telling me how much he loved me and my ass. Haha. I started riding him faster, working my ass over his cock. He moaned more. I love it when he moans. At this point I had my eyes closed, and what I assume was the biggest smile on my face in a while. And while my eyes were closed, he did some movement that put me on my back without me even expecting it.

He put his pillows below me back, lifted my ass to him and rammed me hard. He was fucking me so hard, but oh so good. I didn't want to touch my cock, I felt any touching would make me cum. He flipped me on my stomach, and rammed me again. I was moaning, I was lost in ecstasy. My cock rubbing against his bed while he reached deep inside me, I couldn't do anything, I came, I came hard. And as I came, I tightened my ass and I heard him say he was cumming, he rammed deep inside me and spasmed on me. He had cum hard too.


He stayed there a moment, kissing my neck, breathing heavily on me. He rolled over to the side and I got close to him, and we kissed for a long time, till he fell asleep. Come on, it wasn't even late at night! But I just looked at him a while and caressed him till I got sleepy myself and fell asleep with him.

I woke up a little while later. He was still asleep, it was about 8:30 PM. I laid there, staring at the ceiling. And then... the inevitable. I started to worry, I started to think. I panicked. I got up, quickly, got dressed and didn't even care if I woke him up. Which he did and asked what I was doing. I didn't answer, till he said in a louder voice but not an angry one, what was I doing. I told him I didn't know, I told him I felt weird and I just had to leave. He kept asking why. I couldn't answer, I didn't know myself. I just told him I had to think and I needed to be on my own a while. He said OK.

I left his place, went back home, took a shower and then went out to a party. Which was good, except I couldn't take him off my mind so I opted for getting wasted. Today I'm sore, and my ass hurts. He had no mercy. But we'll see what happens next. I've been avoiding his call the whole day.

I suck. In both ways.

Alex-



OK, pues esta va a estar larga... y muy gráfica. Disfruten, o algo así. Pero no olviden que mi blog no solo es de sexo. Escribiré sobre ello, sí. Pero concéntrense en mi mente, y corazón. Y no solo en batuta y mis nalgas. JAJA!


Llegó a tiempo. Que no suele ser el caso. Siempre ha tenido la habilidad de llegar tarde a todos sus compromisos. Pero no ésta vez. No se había rasurado, se veía muy sexy. Lentes de sol, una playera azul, jeans y tenis blancos.

Se sentó y no dijo nada. Me le quedé viendo con una sonrisa en mi cara. Se dió cuenta, y me dijo, "¿Qué?". Le dije que nada. Y me sonrió. Me preguntaba si estaba feliz de verme. Hablamos de lo que habíamos hecho en los últimos 4 meses. Yo me quejé de la escuela y lo ocupado que me mantiene. Dijo que le daba gusto no estudiar ingeniería, que con un solo nerd le bastaba. Fue gracioso, pero no reí. Simplemente le dije que tal vez era demasiado inteligente para el. Se rió el imbecil.

Platicamos mientras comíamos como si no fuera una situación incómoda. Lo era para mí al menos. Fuímos a mi restaurante Japonés favorito. Un restaurante de verdad, no como el Sushi Itto. El dueño es Japonés y siempre nos da de tomar gratis por que yo hablo Japonés con el. (Hablo 4 idiomas.) El pidió el especial, que enorme, gigante! Bueno, si me lo como pero no tenía mucha hambre. Viene con una orden de gyouza, una sopa misoshiru, tempura de camarón y vegetales, un plato de arroz grande y un katsudon. Yo namás me comí el katsudon y una sopa miso.

Cuando acabamos de comer, pedí un helado de té verde, estaba haciendo mucho calor. Mientras comía, me quito la cuchara de la boca y le dio un bocado. No me molesta ni mucho menos, digo, después de todo cuanta saliva suya no me habré tomado? Pero, él no hace esas cosas con cualquiera, solo las hacía conmigo. Me reí.

Cuando acabamos de comer, fuimos a caminar por ahí. No traje mi cámara pero los que viven en la ciudad saben que la Zona Rosa es linda.

Caminamos por un rato, estaba muy soleado, y muy ajetreado; típico. De vez en cuando se me acercaba. Extrañaba su calor. Fuimos a la tienda de discos y checamos música y el se compró el DVD de Devil Wears Prada. Dijo que le gustó mucho, a mi también me gusto. Nos fuimos de ahí y compramos una botella de agua para compartir.

Y despues...

Dijo que me extraña. Seguí camindando sin contestar. ¿Qué iba a decir? También lo extraño, pero no le mandas una foto de alguien en tu cama a la persona que extrañas. Le dije que si realmente me extrañaba, que hacía ese tipo en su cama. Dijo que no hizo nada con él, que era solo un amigo dormido y tomó la foto para hacerme creer que si habían hecho algo. Pero, no soy tan ingénuo para creerle con una mano en la cintura. Aún así le dí el beneficio de la duda. Dijo que nunca se había sentido mas triste que cuando cortamos. Yo pensé que si así había sido, ¿por qué nunca me llamó para arreglarlo? Claro, después me hize la misma pregunta a mi.


Seguimos hablando de nuestros sentimientos, básicamente nos extrañamos y aun sentimos por cada uno. Dijo que quería volver a intentar. Yo estaba feliz. Estaba. Así que fuimos a su depa, en cuanto entramos, me abrazó. Me quedé inmóbil. Hacía tanto tiempo que no sentía sus brazos. Saboreé el momento. Me di la vuelta y lo besé, bueno, lo devoré. Lo besaba apasionadamente y el a mí.

Me eché para atrás y le pregunte que era ésto? El dijo que la gente normal se da besos cuando se aman. Le dijo que eso no era lo que estaba preguntando, sino que qué significaba ésto. ¿A dónde vamos? Se acerco a mí otra vez, y susurró en mi oído que me quería de vuelta. Me besó. No me podía resistir. Quería, pero no quería.

Besó mi cuello y me perdí. No podía defenderme más. Estaba siendo agresivo, me tocaba, me fajaba. Me estaba haciendo suyo. Me quitó la camisa, y chupaba mis pezones. Lo empuje al sillón, me sente sobre él y le quité la camisa. Besé su pecho, sus pezones, su torso entero. Le desabroché los pantalones, no traía nada puesto debajo. Parecía recientemente cortado, pero no rasurado. Justo como me gusta. Lo miré a los ojos y el me sonrió. Empezé a chupársela. Se la chupé como cuando estás desesperado por comer algo y cuando por fin lo pruebas otra vez, te vuelves loco. Se le puso durísima bastante rápido. Me reí y le dije que paecía que me había extrañado realmente.

Me jaló hacia él, me besó mas y me quitó los pantalones. Me la empezó a chupar, me fascinaba tanto. Nos pusimos en posición un tanto apretada de 69 en la alfombra. Se la chupaba, tragándomela toda, mientras el me dedeaba, y me mojaba el culito. Después de un rato, me señaló que fuéramos a su cama. Me puso sobre mi espalda y me empezó a comer el culo. Me estaba preparando para el. O más bien, preparándome para que me diera sin piedad. Se sentía tan bien. Me dijo que esperara y trajo lubricante y un condón. Me dijo que se lo pusiera, y así lo hice. Me beso mas y dijo que me amaba, le dije que yo también lo amaba. Me lubrico y me pidió que lo montara.

Me senté sobre su tranca, que es muy, muy grande. Lo hice despacio, dándome tiempo de ajustarme a ese monstruo. Tenía una sonrisa perversa en su cara, como si supiera que me costaba trabajo. Y tenía razón. Ya hacía tiempo desde la última vez que tuvimos relaciones. Cuando por fin estuvo completamente dentro de mi, me acostumbre a él. Jugaba con mi pezones, y lo empezé a montar. Yo estaba a mil. Empezó a respirar fuerte y se pusó muy vocal. Diciéndome cuanto me amaba a mi y ami culo. Jaja. Lo montaba más rápido, moviéndome sobre el. Me encanta cuando gime. Ya para este tiempo, yo estaba que explotaba, tenía los ojos cerrados y una sonrisota. No se como, pero de repente me puso sobre mi espalda.

Puso sus almohadas bajo mi, levantó mis caderas hacia el y me la dejo ir duro. Me la metió hasta adentro. Me estaba dando durísimo, pero tan rico. No me la quería jalar, cualquier forma de tacto me iba a hacer venir. Me puso boca abajo, y me la metió otra vez. Yo solo gritaba de placer. Perdido en éxtasis. Mi verga embarrada contra la cama mientras me exploraba profundamente, no podía hacer nada. Me vine, me vine duro. Y cuando me vine, aprete mi culito y escuché que decía que se venía, me la metió hasta adentro y sentí sus espasmos sobre mi espalda. También el se vino duro.

Se quedó ahí un momento, besando mi cuello, respirando fuertemente sobre mi. Se acostó sobre la cama y me le acerqué, y nos besamos por un alrgo tiempo hasta que se quedó dormido. No era ni de noche y se quedó dormido! Me le quedé viéndolo, y acariciándolo, hasta que me quedé dormido también. Más tarde, me desperte.

El seguía dormido, eran aproximadamente las 8:30 PM. Me quedé ahí acostado, mirando al techo. Y luego... lo inevitable. Me empecé a preocupar, empecé a pensar. Me dio pánico. Me levante, me vestí rapidamente sin importarme si lo despertaba. Y sí se despertó y preguntó que pasaba. No contesté, hasta que levanto la voz pero no estaba enojado. Le dije que no sabía, que me sentía raro y que me tenía que ir. Me seguía preguntando por que. No podía contestar, ni yo sabía. Sólo le dije que tenía que pensar y que tenía que estar solo un rato. Dijo que estaba bien.

Me fuí a mi casa, me bañé, y me fui a una peda. Que estuvo buena, excepto que no me lo podía sacar de la mente, así que me puse una de aquellas. Hoy me duele todo, y me duele el culo. No tuvo piedad. Pero ya veremos que pasa. Estuvo evadiéndolo todo el día.

Soy un desastre.

Alex-


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