Confessions | Confesiones

In light of recent events, I felt a little crappy about it all. And, maybe it was because I kept thinking about it, going about it... whatever.

So came the time that guilt started eating at me. I felt deceitful.

Yesterday, after school, I went back home and then went over to Gerardo's place. We had originally planned to go out to dinner, but we both got lazy so we just ordered nourishment... well, I'm not sure how much of a nourishment pizza is, but, it must have some kind of nutrients in it.

We laid in bed kissing and cuddling for a while. We were just talking about our day. Obviously his wasn't as bad as mine seeing as how I have school up to 8 PM on Wednesdays. Gah, I hate that day so much. Well, towards the end of the day, at around 7:30 it wasn't so bad. =)

As I was saying, we were just hanging around, and then a movie I'm sure many have watched called "K-19, The Widowmaker" came on, so we watched it. And as we watched it, the feeling started creeping on me again. And I thought it was unbearable.

I decided to tell him, that I had met someone who had shaken my foundation, but that it wasn't going to affect us in anyway, at least not anymore. And he asked me questions about him. After answering, he kissed me and said that I was silly for thinking he would be jealous about someone who lives so far away from me. He laid down next to me again, and cuddled me and kissed me and then said that I'm no one's but his, that he would see to us never parting ways again, because he loved me too much to let me go. And then he started going like "Who loves you?".

Hehe, cheeeeeesyyyyyyyyyy haha, I love it.

We kept watching the movie and then he jumped in the shower. At first I didn't join him because I shower in the mornings. But I just decided to shower at both times so I hopped in with him and after the shower we went to sleep.

I didn't bring any clothes since I just stopped by my house to drop my stuff, so I had to wear something of his. He's not a stick like I am, so his jeans were baggy and I could barely keep them on with a belt. On the bright side, though, I didn't have anything to write on so even though my study ethic demanded I write down notes, I couldn't. Hahaha. (OK, fine, I could always ask for paper and a pen, but really...)

Anyway, today has been a good day. After class anyway, no laptop makes Alex sad while at Uni!

Yeah, I just spoke in third person.

Alex-

P.S. Totally check out the song, mmmmmmhmmm, bet you don't get to listen to that a lot, do ya?


Debido a eventos recientes, me sentí un poco de la patada ayer. Y tal vez haya sido por que seguía dándole vueltas al asunto... bueno, equis.

Invariablemente, me invadió el sentimiento de culpa. Me sentía infiel.

Ayer, después de la Uni, regresé a mi casa y después fui al depa de Gerardo. Habíamos quedado en salir a cenar, pero nos dio hueva y mejor pedimos nutrición... bueno, no estoy seguro de que tan nutritiva sea la pizza, pero, debe de tener algo bueno.

Nos dimos besitos y nos quedamos acurrucados por un ratito. Hablamos de nuestro día. Obvio el suyo no fué tan malo ya que yo tengo clases hasta las 8 en miércoles. Odio los miércoles! Pero, al final del día, por las 7:30, no estuvo tan mal. =)

Como decía, namás estábamos echándola, y luego empezó una movie que estoy seguro muchos han visto. Se llama "K-19, The Widowmaker". Así que la vimos. Y mientras la veíamos, el sentimiento se empezó a hacer presente de nuevo. Y pensé que era insoportable.

Así que decidí decirle, que había conocido a alguien que me movió el tapete, pero que ya no nos iba a afectar, al menos ya no. Y me preguntó cosas sobre él. Despues de contestarle, me beso y dijo que era tonto por pensar que se pondría celoso de alguien que vive tan lejos de mí. Se volvió a acostar junto a mí, nos acurrucamos y me besó y dijo que soy sólo suyo, y que el se encargaba de nunca no separásemos otra vez, por que me ama demsiado como para dejarme ir. Y después empezó con "Quien lo ama?".

Super cheesy, y me encanta. Jaja.

Seguimos viendo la película y después el se metió a bañar. Al principio no me le uní por que me baño en las mañanas. Pero decidí bañarme las dos veces y me metí con él. Después nos fuimos a dormir.

No traje ropa por que sólo pase a mi casa a dejar mis cosas, así que me tuve que poner algo suyo. No es un palo como yo, entonces sus jeans me quedaban wangos, y con trabajo no se me caían. Por el lado bueno, no tenía con que escribir así que no tomé notas a pesar de que mí ética de estudio me pedía a gritos que pidiera papel y algo con que escribir.

Pues, hoy fué un buen día. Al menos después de clase. Alex sin laptop es triste.

Sí, hablé en tercera persona.

Alex-



Escuchando/Listening To: Kumbia Kings - Na na na (Mi Dulce Niña)